Orange jellybeans and crystal meth

It's become increasingly easier to get drugs. Which is sad. Not that I partake in all drugs. But when I have a conversation with a dealer I like to ask questions. And believe me, heroin is making a comeback.

Which is sad. Because one of my best friends doesn't care what he gets himself into. And he really likes heroin. It sounds fun, but needles in my veins is not my forte. I'll stick to trees thank you very much.

I don't know how going to California is going to turn out. Five days with Kadie, Cassidy, and Kadie's friend Sherry. Not to mention Kadie's family. Sherry is straightedge. I mean super straight edge. like the girl has never tasted alcohol. But she seems nice enough. only problem is that if we do anything she will tell. And Cassidy, Kadie and I were planning on partying the whole time. Then there is the whole Kadie's uncle who were staying with is a cop who promised her mom he'd watch us like a hawk. And I'm pretty sure when were fucked up it's obvious. At least were getting out of Vegas and I can chill with just them. Kadie is awesome and Cassidy makes me want to kick her sometimes but I love her to death.

My dad keeps texting me to make sure i'm alright. It's like he knows something horrible is about to happen. And I don't know it yet. I hope it rains again. Its the only time Vegas smells clean. When I went to Utah with Casey last November we came back to Vegas and I had to plug my nose. It just smelled gross. Utah makes me smile. So does Oregon. And Washington. And New York. Okay anywhere cold and woodsy makes me happy.

I hate Texas though, for obvious reasons. It steals best friends.